I have a 2 mm kidney stone, which doesn’t seem big to me, in the upper left ureter that isn’t moving. The pain is radiating down to my bladder and is making me uncomfortable. To say the least.
If I haven’t passed the stone by next week then they will do outpatient surgery to place a stent in.
I’m trying to stay positive and even this morning I tried to not take any pain medication which bit me in the butt because I hurt worse by not taking anything upon returning home from taking Lil O to school.
I cry a lot. From pain. From frustration. From being lonely. From compassion. From kindness.
I want to go to the beach.
Like right now.
The beach always makes me better. I feel the closest to God at the beach. I cannot explain why.
Feeling the sand between your toes as the waves roll up on the beach.
The sound is so soothing. When I am at the beach I love to sleep with doors and windows open so I can hear the waves crashing onto the shore.
Ahhh, the beach is on my mind now.