I wanted to type up an update since I went to the doctor last week for my check-up.
I feel great!
I really feel great!
Emotionally I feel awesome.
Besides this damn cold that has me exhausted and feeling icky. I heard it can take WEEKS to feel normal again!
UGH!
I’m glad that I’ve found the right medicine and dosage to make me feel like Michelle again. I haven’t felt like that amazing woman in a long time.
Michelle is a pretty nice woman.
I’m glad she is back.
I know my kids are glad she’s back too.
You know how I know something is different with me? When I’m in a bad place I get real OCD with cleaning in the house. No shoes worn inside, which is still my number one pet peeve is still on the table. Ha ha.
BUT, I haven’t cleaned the house in a week. The house is dusty, the floors need to be vacuumed and there’s laundry to fold.
AND I DON’T CARE!
It may appear that I’m being lazy as I sit on the couch watching Bones reruns and crocheting on my blanket but it’s actually me being able to relax.
This is something I haven’t done in a long time.
Right now the beds aren’t made.
Don’t care.
I see dust on the TV table.
Don’t care.
I’ve not even picked up toys.
Don’t care.
Ahhh, isn’t life grand?
2 comments:
I've focused on becoming more aware of my own depression this past year. I've noticed eating habits are different and am trying to learn to identify my depression by these. I never thought to look at patterns with my OCD, but I feel that this blog post has been a real eye opener for me.
I'm glad that it helped you.
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