Even as a young girl I wanted to have lots of babies and just be a Mom. I also wanted to be a teacher and join the Navy but changed my mind. My motherly instinct must have come from helping raise my little sister. I was eight years old when she came along. I guess I was happy about having a sister, at first. I changed my mind when she started messing up my things and painting my pet cat with fingernail polish. Poor Snowball.
I am very proud to be the mother of four children. Four wonderful children. Four happy children. They are awesome. Everyone should have a couple of kids, or four. Kids are pretty cool.
Here lately I've been toying with the idea of having another baby. Not right now but I don't want the door shut for forever. I will be 36 next month and wonder when my time of having babies will be up. I remember being a young girl and excited that when my period came I would be able to have children one day. I was blessed with four. Now, I'm seeing all that behind me as I enter my late 30's. My period came and made me able to have children. One day it will be gone and I will be unable to have children. Kind of sad.
My best friend Mary Jane is pregnant with her first child. She will be 30 this June. I think of her enjoying all the firsts!!!!! that I've gotten to enjoy four times!!! It never gets old! Otherwise I wouldn't be trying to talk Superdad into having another baby.
Am I being selfish for wanting another baby since I have four healthy children?? I don't care if I am. I want another baby and I know I would be disappointed if I don't have another one.
I hope that my future holds another lil baby to love and to have my family love. We are a special group of people with lots of love to share.