I have to find my power animal, happy place or WHATEVER today!
My anxiety and OCD is in the RED zone today. Last night I was snappish, grouchy and just not happy. I just cried from exhaustion.
I don't like being this way. It hurts me. I'm just glad that I can be honest with my husband and kids when I feel this way. When you live with someone that deals with anxiety and has a few MINOR OCD issues it's good to have a safe haven that you can express your feelings and your family help you through it.
Today, I am going to work on finding my happy place. I'm going just do what needs to be done to heal myself. I know it will require some cleaning, it always does for some reason. Some people eat, some sleep when they are anxious. I clean. Perhaps having different people in my space has upset my balance? Who really knows.
With Christmas coming I thought I would go through some posts from this year and schedule some "Best of 2009" blog posts for you. If you have any recommendations of your favorite post then just give me a shout out. I'd love to hear what you think about The Adventures of Supermom 2009.